Self Concious Non-Conformist

A long time ago I took a personality test which told me I was an INFP. After much pondering and reflection, I've re-diagnosed myself as a SCNC. That is, a non conformist but too self conscious to fully express my nonconformity.

Detached Awareness

From henceforth, I plan to be more conscious of my awareness. When is my mind on autopilot? When am I most perceptive? Hopefully by recognizing my level of detachment or attachment, I can learn to control them more voluntarily. I am thinking that by mentally detaching myself from daily physical abstractions, it will lead to more of a broad understanding of everything. Kind of like seeing the forest through the trees.